pull me away from the complexities of this world, maybe i'll be happier ):
Friday, June 25, 2010
i am so tired.
this morning i woke up, stared at the mirror, and realized the impact of the past few months of late nights. alert call for facial, pure relaxation, and eye masks and nothing but eye masks!
i questioned myself recently - why do my life seem so complicated when it use to be really simple and carefree? i hate being entangled in different complicated situations, they draw my energy and focus away from what i should be doing.
my life has been turned topsy turvy.
i used to have a happy family. now i don't.
i used to be a very homely person. now im not.
i..
i sit alone in the middle of nowhere, trying to join all puzzle pieces back, but only to realize there's always a few missing to paint this beautiful picture i had in mind. im not emo-ing and implying to end my life.
im just.. really.
TIRED.. ):
with lace and ribbons.
10:08 AM